but thinkingof me

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 17:37:10 GMT

i'm still really distressed about my income situation i know this is when i need to stand up and really be fierce, but i'm feeling so negative and so just generally pissed off about not getting hired back at the camp.

i have tons of things coming in for me though--this amazing internship, work on presses with Perry, and a lot of drawing commissions. regardless of all that, i feel like a freeloader without a full time job.

Tue, 20 May 2008 03:20:17 GMT

may be getting sick.

i got the internship at the contemporary center for printmaking in Norwalk,
and i'm work going to work on some presses with this really awesome guy Perry in CT

i love being home, i just miss three things right now of baltimore:
+emma, doges, and the chipotle.

Fri, 16 May 2008 20:30:59 GMT

fuck sunburn

Thu, 15 May 2008 22:14:09 GMT

i don't want you to be able to see me around town, and i really can't risk seeing you

Thu, 08 May 2008 00:45:30 GMT

my drawing final for this semester.
grimy monoprints with graphite, pen, and embroidery.
bigger/more under the cut.

Wed, 07 May 2008 03:44:35 GMT

i wish i hadn't stayed away from people i love the last year i had at home because of someone that i couldn't stand
but i know if i was given the chance i would do the same thing all over again

i'm scared to death of the only few people i care about going away and making new lives with me not in them

i've got to stop trying to get things back

Sat, 03 May 2008 14:52:48 GMT

new justin bobby.

last night.

Tue, 29 Apr 2008 19:26:08 GMT

pictoral representation of last week. i'm not overwhelmed by my finals at all because i'm not a fucking idiot and didn't leave everything till the last minute. i did something ridiculous in the name of chipotle last night

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 17:51:00 GMT

can't let other people's happiness control my own. have to stop thinking so much of others and their opinions, and have to stop letting them bother me so much. pyramid song plays on my itunes shuffle right after everything in it's right place, how. shouldn't make me so sadi did it to myself, i wish i wasn't so goddamn crazy. really want to feel like i did that day when i realized fake plastic trees played in the backround of a scene in clueless. this just turned into a reference radiohead as much as i can post.

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 01:09:18 GMT

this proves nothing

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 00:56:05 GMT

on my wardrobe.

Thu, 17 Apr 2008 01:10:48 GMT

my website for emac.

22 days,
i'm so excited to sign the lease for our apartment,
i'm so excited to work my ass of this summer
i'm so excited to go to tag sales with ellen and buy things for our new apartment
i really want to get a cattttt.

i really just want a room with a bed and press to just fucking print my life away.

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 21:28:49 GMT

"i'll tell you about it because i am here and you are distant."

Thu, 07 Feb 2008 02:46:33 GMT

today it was 71 degrees and my favorite kind of day.
doug gave emma a

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 02:24:23 GMT

i've been looking at wedding rings when i don't have anything else to do.

Tue, 29 Jan 2008 16:40:26 GMT

i still have monday nights alone this semester, which i hate. i end up falling asleep at like four.

i don't feel like seeing anyone i just want to stay in my room and read and make and i feel bad about it.

this job internship opportunity whathaveyou that Brian's given me is fucking ridiculous. shit like that never happens to me, and this is amazing. i'm proud as hell of myself.

my bed is broken, it squeaks if i move my big toe and noel is the worst rca and doesn't give a shit if we have gnats or a leaking sink so i'm stuck with this bitch till may.

i miss ellen and lea and becco and lauren and mum and charley but i'm looking foward to not going home till the end of semester and COLORADO, ( 45 days )

Fri, 14 Dec 2007 16:55:14 GMT

tommorrow is home, today is cleaning and lost and drawing final crit. no more baltimore for a month. only three things docmented from this semester right now. i have zero energy, i'm about a three.

painting final project

monoprint

drawing assignment

Thu, 29 Nov 2007 02:27:43 GMT

how do you get rid of gnats, because we have about 800 of them

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 02:39:48 GMT

there's so many things i want to say but no words to say them with. only thing that makes any kind of sense is my thoughts were so loud i couldn't hear my mouth. i want to go home with emma next time to colorado because there's too many chili's and kobis and rubies in shelton

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 19:57:27 GMT

everything went by too fast i want to redo from june till september again and again and again. i want to sit on the ledge and wait for louise to come out with a clock and tell us it's time to get inside, i want to drive back and forth to oak lane, get a blueberry bagel from dunkins, help lea out the toilet, clean up after aide and wadin, repeat five times and race to milford and the cafe as soon as its four on friday it was so sos sosoososososso so good and i don't know why i ever wanted to leave

Mon, 12 Nov 2007 18:46:53 GMT

emma showed me the other day how the birds are getting rounder and fatter the colder it gets. i don't like sleeping alone on sunday nights

Sun, 11 Nov 2007 18:19:34 GMT

un-fucking-ridiculous.

i'm feeling kind of bad about myself, kind of mad at the choices i've been making lately and how i'm solving feeling shitty. i missed my pills the last i don't even know nights and that doesn't help, at all.

i want to get healthy and i want to not be so attatched to people who won't love me back

i miss mum, i miss charley, i miss ellen i miss lea i miss becca i miss lauren i miss tony i miss tyler i miss rob i miss topo i miss reebok i miss sophie i miss rusty i miss sunset toas newport and the fucking plaskon extention so much, way too much

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 20:27:29 GMT

HAPPINESS ONLY REAL WHEN SHARED

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 19:21:32 GMT

what if i were smiling and running into your arms? would you see then what i see now?

dc was niiiice!, this weekend was too crazy to try and remember, did not go to philly, did minimal amount of work

after seeing into the wild.

emma and i got crepes and went to see into the wild, it was amazing, there's so many reasons why i can't even explain. it made me think about so many things, so many unhappy things and happy things. i went and ordered the book from another library this morning, and i'm looking foward to being back in connecticut minutes away from the beach and an open space and something beautiful

2 weeks and a day,

Thu, 01 Nov 2007 02:07:02 GMT

halloween, and i'm painting until my fingers fall off, i don't even want to know what's going to happen at finals.

grandma sends me the saddest emails, leaves me the saddest voicemails: "hi kimmy, it's grandma, i just wanted to hear your voice on your machine because i miss you so much"

i'm going to dc on friday with drawing, we're seeing the WACK! feminist show and i'm so so sososososo fucking excited.

mum changed my train ticket to tuesday afteroon before break, so i will be back in connecticut nov 20th instead, giving me a whole extra day for charley to bite me, to sit in ellen's room, to smell something that isn't baltimore. to lay in the grass, to see the goddamn stars. to go to sleep to QUIET, oh my.